It seems my past continues to haunt me. The mpd's I am working with are really bugging me with the things they are doing and the things they claim are happening to them. I'm not saying that they are lying. But the experiences are to much, to fast to often. I don't have the experience or the knowledge to handle some of this stuff.
Also my back is really hurting the disk in my back is causing some issues, as well as the pain in my knee. Most of seems to be bothering me is my past in the coven. October is right around the corner, and along with that All Hollows eve. The black high holiday and all the memories that come with it.
I have attempted several times without success to use a mind block for the memories but it has not helped. I have also tryied self hypnosis without success. I can handle the memories themselfs but recent events have caused major added stress to these memories.
Oh well it will come and it will go. And all will be riht again. Or at least as right can be in this world.
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