Well I seem to be doing better with my spanish. I had to call one of the guys from sanitation on the radio, and figured I would try in spanish. And it worked!! The guys actually understood me.
Now I have no idea if they were being polite but the guy who called me back said "very good spanish!".
It's been difficult for me to learn what I have so far but I can only get better by using what little I know.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Saturday, October 07, 2006
October 7, 2006
Well it's Saturday, and I'm at work for four hours. It's been an interresting day so far. We are in the process of changeing out emergency power over to an independant server. But the maintence dept has taken over the radio system to do so. All I hear is internet commander to....
echo,alpha,delta,echo,etc,etc. It's acually kinda funny to listen to. I learned a new trick today as well. The gate we use is on a remote control so I can open and close it from the guard shack.
But when the power is off I had no way to open it. Today my boss informed me she wanted me to "figure it out". Which took me about 10 seconds.
Anyway, Becky, her dad, and I are going to see the foliage up north hope I can stay awake long enough.
echo,alpha,delta,echo,etc,etc. It's acually kinda funny to listen to. I learned a new trick today as well. The gate we use is on a remote control so I can open and close it from the guard shack.
But when the power is off I had no way to open it. Today my boss informed me she wanted me to "figure it out". Which took me about 10 seconds.
Anyway, Becky, her dad, and I are going to see the foliage up north hope I can stay awake long enough.
Friday, October 06, 2006
October 6, 2006
OI!!!! What a day and it's still not over yet! It started out with Becky and I going to pick up one of the kids she sits for so we wouldn't have to wait for the mother to drop her off. We were on a limited time scheduale and had to pick up a gift for Brenden one of the other children Becky sit's for. I had to leave for work at least by 1:00pm to get to work.
Ok so we get to Destiny's house and she's not ready yet, finally she is in the van and we need to get gas because we're almost on empty. Then we're off to Myer to get the birthday presant. And I needed to pick up a couple things for my desk.
So now we have everything and Becky blood suger decides to crash. And needs something to eat. It's now 12:30 and it's cutting a little too close for comfort. We finally get home and I head for work it's now 1:15 I got to work at 1:35 and begin my rounds to get my numbers of the 8 meters that are spread across the plant which has to be done on foot.
Now back in the guard shack to take over, at 2:05 pm. My Job now is to monotor the 300 plus people leaving the plant watch the plastic bags leaving and to stop the people who do not have clear plastic to check them, answer the insistant radio calls, give directions to the plant to the truck drivers, tell new employees where to go, tell the applicants where the applications are, open the gate for management and others coming and going check paperwork for cash and carry customers coming and going to and from the plant, checking the sales people in and out visiting management, checking in all the truck trailers coming in to make sure they are clean, check the trucks coming out make sure the paper work is correct, check the seal numbers, the QA numbers, write down refer tempertures. transfer all the numbers from the previous two shifts into the computer, answer the CB Radio, lock up the office building at night, and on friday night walk around the whole building and make sure it is completly locked up for the alarm system to be activated, run fire drills, tornado drills, reset alarms when they go off, know all the security systems, and where they are, and what they are. answer the alarm company when they call and beable to give them my security code and know what alarm is going off and why. Attempt to keep saftey problems within a reasonable limit. Which includes speeding inside the gate which is 5 mph, 25 mph up the driveway into the plant and 10mph in the parking area which is ok if I get a chance to see the cars leaving normally will remember a discription of the car and tag it the next day. During all of this I'm suppose eat supper.
My boss as also asked my to get aquainted with the systems at our new plant on hall street and all the stuff they have there! No stress?
Ok so we get to Destiny's house and she's not ready yet, finally she is in the van and we need to get gas because we're almost on empty. Then we're off to Myer to get the birthday presant. And I needed to pick up a couple things for my desk.
So now we have everything and Becky blood suger decides to crash. And needs something to eat. It's now 12:30 and it's cutting a little too close for comfort. We finally get home and I head for work it's now 1:15 I got to work at 1:35 and begin my rounds to get my numbers of the 8 meters that are spread across the plant which has to be done on foot.
Now back in the guard shack to take over, at 2:05 pm. My Job now is to monotor the 300 plus people leaving the plant watch the plastic bags leaving and to stop the people who do not have clear plastic to check them, answer the insistant radio calls, give directions to the plant to the truck drivers, tell new employees where to go, tell the applicants where the applications are, open the gate for management and others coming and going check paperwork for cash and carry customers coming and going to and from the plant, checking the sales people in and out visiting management, checking in all the truck trailers coming in to make sure they are clean, check the trucks coming out make sure the paper work is correct, check the seal numbers, the QA numbers, write down refer tempertures. transfer all the numbers from the previous two shifts into the computer, answer the CB Radio, lock up the office building at night, and on friday night walk around the whole building and make sure it is completly locked up for the alarm system to be activated, run fire drills, tornado drills, reset alarms when they go off, know all the security systems, and where they are, and what they are. answer the alarm company when they call and beable to give them my security code and know what alarm is going off and why. Attempt to keep saftey problems within a reasonable limit. Which includes speeding inside the gate which is 5 mph, 25 mph up the driveway into the plant and 10mph in the parking area which is ok if I get a chance to see the cars leaving normally will remember a discription of the car and tag it the next day. During all of this I'm suppose eat supper.
My boss as also asked my to get aquainted with the systems at our new plant on hall street and all the stuff they have there! No stress?
Thursday, October 05, 2006
October 5, 2006
A little red in the face today - Someone decided to post a Pastor appreciation for me in one of my groups. http://groups.msn.com/aidnet. Although, I really appreciate the kind words. I have a tendancy to have a hard time with compliments. I do what I'm good at and that is teaching what the Bible say's we are to do. I have always enjoyed teaching the Bible and I pray never changes.
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
October 4, 2006
It's going to be a tough month. I'm trying to take things as they come but it has not been easy with the lack of sleep, and pain in my back and knee. I'm having a difficult time staying focused on the things I need to get accomplished.
I'm taking the rest of the month away from my mpd group because I don't want to run the risk of hurting someone. As most of the members there are from the same background I am. But from the opposite side of my position there. It has scared me to think that I may one day run into a slave that I may have had contact with.
I'm taking the rest of the month away from my mpd group because I don't want to run the risk of hurting someone. As most of the members there are from the same background I am. But from the opposite side of my position there. It has scared me to think that I may one day run into a slave that I may have had contact with.
Monday, October 02, 2006
October 2, 2006
Here is the almost final product. I keep telling Becky how much I love this desk. I have a funny feeling she's getting tired of hearing it!! LOL!
Sunday, October 01, 2006
October 1, 2006
Thursday Becky and I went to a yard sale, where I found a bookcase, I had been looking for one since I saw Cece LaBarge's blog at http://connectwithceci.blogspot.com/2006_07_01_connectwithceci_archive.html. (Look toward the bottom of the page.) With her idea in mind I went with Becky to "home depot" and bought a piece of their scrapwood and some scrap moulding. Now mind you I payed $5.00 for the bookcase and $6.49 for the scrap. My father in law Paul and I worked on cutting the moulding and drilling the holes. Then we put the rest of it together, I now have my own desk and it's perfect! I absolutley love it!
These two are before I started working on the desk the shelf that you see is unmoveable so we had to work around it.
Come warmer weather we will take it outside and paint it white so that it all matches!
These two are before I started working on the desk the shelf that you see is unmoveable so we had to work around it.
Come warmer weather we will take it outside and paint it white so that it all matches!
September 30, 2006
In a lot of pain this morning. Beck want's me to go to church with her but I can hardly stand up. Need to go to the pain clinic but I don't know what the results of the needles will bring. I can't miss work.
I have not missed a day and want to keep my record thus far. The dreams are starting again too, kind of hazy now but will begin to clear as time goes! I hate it! Well enought whinning for now.. I'll write more as time goes.
I have not missed a day and want to keep my record thus far. The dreams are starting again too, kind of hazy now but will begin to clear as time goes! I hate it! Well enought whinning for now.. I'll write more as time goes.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
September 28, 2006
Yesterday my boss asked me to perform a fire drill, She told me that she had done day shifts the day prior and out of 350 employees there were 165 casulties. And at least a half dozen with severe burns.
I waited until I had second and third shift on board a total of 35 employees. I had already given a heads up to the dept heads. At 10:15 pm I called the alarm company to put our alarms into test mode for 1 hour, and set off the fire alarm. It took close to five minutes to get everyone out. Not good enough by my standards.
I lost to maintence men, and a sanatation worker who decided he needed something out of his locker. I have requested another drill in two month's. Request accepted.
I waited until I had second and third shift on board a total of 35 employees. I had already given a heads up to the dept heads. At 10:15 pm I called the alarm company to put our alarms into test mode for 1 hour, and set off the fire alarm. It took close to five minutes to get everyone out. Not good enough by my standards.
I lost to maintence men, and a sanatation worker who decided he needed something out of his locker. I have requested another drill in two month's. Request accepted.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
September 27, 2006
Example Destiany's father call my father in law today to see if he could come ove and see desi. Normally that's not a problem - however, he called yesterday and asked the same question but we were going out and then her grandma picked her up. The problem is he didn't bother to ask one of us he went past both of us and directly to my father in law, knowing full well that he would say yes. (underlying concern - Mike (desi's father) has professed to having feeling for Becky. He told my father in law this about a month or so ago. And then asked him not to say anything.)
I left strict word when desi's father got there that he was to leave when my father did. IT has also been made known he is not to be in the house alone with Becky for any reason.
On another note I'm trying my hardest to make myself available for my "did" friends but I'm having trouble focusing on things and do not wish to say something to hurt them. I need to protect them and myself from me. I just hope they understand.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
September 23, 2006
It seems my past continues to haunt me. The mpd's I am working with are really bugging me with the things they are doing and the things they claim are happening to them. I'm not saying that they are lying. But the experiences are to much, to fast to often. I don't have the experience or the knowledge to handle some of this stuff.
Also my back is really hurting the disk in my back is causing some issues, as well as the pain in my knee. Most of seems to be bothering me is my past in the coven. October is right around the corner, and along with that All Hollows eve. The black high holiday and all the memories that come with it.
I have attempted several times without success to use a mind block for the memories but it has not helped. I have also tryied self hypnosis without success. I can handle the memories themselfs but recent events have caused major added stress to these memories.
Oh well it will come and it will go. And all will be riht again. Or at least as right can be in this world.
Also my back is really hurting the disk in my back is causing some issues, as well as the pain in my knee. Most of seems to be bothering me is my past in the coven. October is right around the corner, and along with that All Hollows eve. The black high holiday and all the memories that come with it.
I have attempted several times without success to use a mind block for the memories but it has not helped. I have also tryied self hypnosis without success. I can handle the memories themselfs but recent events have caused major added stress to these memories.
Oh well it will come and it will go. And all will be riht again. Or at least as right can be in this world.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
Sepember 20, 2006
Not really a whole lot to write about - I continue to be amazed at the things mpds do to get me online. Last night was a classic case, One of the trouble somes was giving my wife a hard time, about something and had locked up the others in a room.
Becky seemed to be trying to handle things on her own but was not doing to good with the recent activitys here with a friends mom who had just undergone surgery. So she was dealing with some flash back issues. I have learned a few tricks about dealing with some of the alters, and this particular alter has been a thorn in my side. I dealt with him sufficently. and went on to the next problem.
This was a little more severe. The person I shall call Scarlet had been taken over by a "demon of sorts". When the "demon" found out my coven name it freaked out and left.
The human mind never ceases to amaze me.
Becky seemed to be trying to handle things on her own but was not doing to good with the recent activitys here with a friends mom who had just undergone surgery. So she was dealing with some flash back issues. I have learned a few tricks about dealing with some of the alters, and this particular alter has been a thorn in my side. I dealt with him sufficently. and went on to the next problem.
This was a little more severe. The person I shall call Scarlet had been taken over by a "demon of sorts". When the "demon" found out my coven name it freaked out and left.
The human mind never ceases to amaze me.
Monday, September 18, 2006
September 18, 2006
Well it's Monday, Went to bed feeling like a used rag. Woke up this morning feeling no better. Becky had her new child come today (Addison). She had no trouble with the transition at all which did not surprise me.
I'm at work feeling like tish, but I refuse to miss work unless I have no control over the matter. ( Which would have to be in the form of two broken legs, and uncontious), I love my job even more I love my boss. Christy had been great to me, I have not had a supervisor/ friend since I left Mass. She is my boss, my friend, and very much a lady.
Just thinking
Why is it that we as Christians shrink back when it comes to sharing our faith? People wear crystals around their necks and if you asked them about it they are more then happy to share with you about the “healing power they possess”. Ask a Jehovah’s witness about their religion and they make no bones about telling you why Watchtower is the greatest publication since sliced bread. And the same can be said for every religious movement since Jesus. Everyone of them have something in common they all deny the deity of Christ. Oh, some call him a good teacher. Some say he’s just another man from history.
Many Christians are swayed by their arguments, about what the Bible says. Why? Because we as believers don’t take the time to sit, and read what the God’s words has to say. We would rather watch t.v watch a movie, spend time on the computer etc. etc. Why is that we don’t find the time to pray? Read and study the Bible?
I’ll tell you why, because somewhere along the line we have taken a back seat, We have somehow got the idea that to know what God’s word says is for the Pastor to teach us. It is easier to listen to someone tell us what his/her ideas of what is written for everyone to read instead of reading it for ourselves.
This is why many Christians get caught in false doctrines, false religions, and false teachings. Because the person they met have “knowledge that the scriptures said this or that” How foolish!! That is exactly why Cults are so propionate in today’s world. Because the Church is to busy having bake sales and other things to look at their brother or sisters in Christ, and teach them. That is why the cult’s flourish in other country’s because the body of believers is saying it’s not my responsibility let the younger members tend to that.
Wake up Church!!!! If we continue to sit back on our duffs the church will continue to loose it’s strength. The Bible say’s there will be a great falling away. But I believe it’s because people are loosing faith in their first love. The Church isn’t a place to go and see Martha and get her recipe for strawberry jam, or to talk to Gene about his wife best friends affair with her uncles, cousin’s brother!
It’s a place to come and worship the living God! It’s about finding out about a God who loves us so much that he sent His only begotten son, So that we can have eternal life! What is wrong with the church today? I’m glad you asked. She has gotten away from what is important and sidetracked by the things of this world.
Saint’s the things of this world are only good for one thing starting a fire, because at the day of judgment when you stand before the Lord your God and he asks you what you did to further His kingdom and what makes you think you deserve your place in heaven aside from your salvation in Christ,
What will you tell Him?
I'm at work feeling like tish, but I refuse to miss work unless I have no control over the matter. ( Which would have to be in the form of two broken legs, and uncontious), I love my job even more I love my boss. Christy had been great to me, I have not had a supervisor/ friend since I left Mass. She is my boss, my friend, and very much a lady.
Just thinking
Why is it that we as Christians shrink back when it comes to sharing our faith? People wear crystals around their necks and if you asked them about it they are more then happy to share with you about the “healing power they possess”. Ask a Jehovah’s witness about their religion and they make no bones about telling you why Watchtower is the greatest publication since sliced bread. And the same can be said for every religious movement since Jesus. Everyone of them have something in common they all deny the deity of Christ. Oh, some call him a good teacher. Some say he’s just another man from history.
Many Christians are swayed by their arguments, about what the Bible says. Why? Because we as believers don’t take the time to sit, and read what the God’s words has to say. We would rather watch t.v watch a movie, spend time on the computer etc. etc. Why is that we don’t find the time to pray? Read and study the Bible?
I’ll tell you why, because somewhere along the line we have taken a back seat, We have somehow got the idea that to know what God’s word says is for the Pastor to teach us. It is easier to listen to someone tell us what his/her ideas of what is written for everyone to read instead of reading it for ourselves.
This is why many Christians get caught in false doctrines, false religions, and false teachings. Because the person they met have “knowledge that the scriptures said this or that” How foolish!! That is exactly why Cults are so propionate in today’s world. Because the Church is to busy having bake sales and other things to look at their brother or sisters in Christ, and teach them. That is why the cult’s flourish in other country’s because the body of believers is saying it’s not my responsibility let the younger members tend to that.
Wake up Church!!!! If we continue to sit back on our duffs the church will continue to loose it’s strength. The Bible say’s there will be a great falling away. But I believe it’s because people are loosing faith in their first love. The Church isn’t a place to go and see Martha and get her recipe for strawberry jam, or to talk to Gene about his wife best friends affair with her uncles, cousin’s brother!
It’s a place to come and worship the living God! It’s about finding out about a God who loves us so much that he sent His only begotten son, So that we can have eternal life! What is wrong with the church today? I’m glad you asked. She has gotten away from what is important and sidetracked by the things of this world.
Saint’s the things of this world are only good for one thing starting a fire, because at the day of judgment when you stand before the Lord your God and he asks you what you did to further His kingdom and what makes you think you deserve your place in heaven aside from your salvation in Christ,
What will you tell Him?
Sunday, September 17, 2006
September 17, 2006
We went to the new church today, Pastor Spoke on the headship of the church based on the book of acts. We were met by several people prior to and after the service. Becky is exdited abou this church, I however remain skeptical. I'm a little uneasy, around new people and especially a new church, The Chrurch body itself seems to be pretty large but not so big one would get swollowed up. And never knoticed.
Friday, September 15, 2006
September 15, 2006
Well it's been a long day, Becky and I got a chance to do something we enjoy doing and went yard sailing. We did'ny get much but we had fun doing not much of anything.
I came to work at 1:00 punched in and now it's 11:30 and I'm still waiting for my last truck to get here so I can go do my lock up rounds and go home. I really hare friday's when this guy wayne is working. He milks the time so he can get over time in the mean time I have to sit and wait for him it's irratating but his company says it's not his fault.
If they only knew.
I came to work at 1:00 punched in and now it's 11:30 and I'm still waiting for my last truck to get here so I can go do my lock up rounds and go home. I really hare friday's when this guy wayne is working. He milks the time so he can get over time in the mean time I have to sit and wait for him it's irratating but his company says it's not his fault.
If they only knew.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
September 14, 2006
Finally got a day where I could sleep in, not something I do often but felt good to do. I checked my mail played sims for a bit. Nothing real exciting.
However yesterday I had a flashback - a word kept coming to my mind but thought little of it.
Then one my way to work I had a flashback of when I was in the coven. The word was my name in the coven. I'll be perfectly honest it scared the snot out of me.
I won't go into detail but it was very real, I'm surprised I made it to work in one peice. I don't remember driving to work.
But I guess this is why they say God protects us with his feathers and his wings.
However yesterday I had a flashback - a word kept coming to my mind but thought little of it.
Then one my way to work I had a flashback of when I was in the coven. The word was my name in the coven. I'll be perfectly honest it scared the snot out of me.
I won't go into detail but it was very real, I'm surprised I made it to work in one peice. I don't remember driving to work.
But I guess this is why they say God protects us with his feathers and his wings.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
September 13, 2006
Ok let's see -
Today started out rotten, I was attempting to sleep in and was rudley awoken by two dogs barking, ours and the one who we were dog sitting. They finally quited down and I drifted off again. Only to be woke up again. So I decided to get up. I got online to check in on some friends, and went to a chat room to help some people work through somehthings. And our internet provider decided it was a good time to shut it off.
Becky wanted me to call them. Which I did do and of course got the phone tree. Which added to my frustration. Then when I finally got someone real to talk to. I was told what happen. (they had turn off our service). Isn't it funny how they can turn your service off but you can't charge them when they have technical difficulties.
Any way our service is back on and we are back online. I'm at work kinda board there is no more trucks in or out so I'm kind just here.
Today started out rotten, I was attempting to sleep in and was rudley awoken by two dogs barking, ours and the one who we were dog sitting. They finally quited down and I drifted off again. Only to be woke up again. So I decided to get up. I got online to check in on some friends, and went to a chat room to help some people work through somehthings. And our internet provider decided it was a good time to shut it off.
Becky wanted me to call them. Which I did do and of course got the phone tree. Which added to my frustration. Then when I finally got someone real to talk to. I was told what happen. (they had turn off our service). Isn't it funny how they can turn your service off but you can't charge them when they have technical difficulties.
Any way our service is back on and we are back online. I'm at work kinda board there is no more trucks in or out so I'm kind just here.
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